Fingers Crossed

There’s still some summer left, but I’m ready for the up coming fall and winter. At least I think I am. I’m wanting time to run by fast, but at the same time the thought of winter scares the heck out of me. The past two winters have been mentally very rough for me due to everything that’s happened in my life during those times. And even though I now feel happy and optimistic, I’m afraid of life possibly surprising me with something bad. I know that’s not a good way of thinking, but I can’t help it. In my mind right now, summer is the good, winter is the bad. It’s not that I dislike winter, I actually used to love it. However, like I said during the past a couple of years winter has literally been the dark time of my life and summer has brought the light. This year, I’m hoping for a happy winter. I’m hoping to be able to enjoy my b-day, Christmas, New Year’s and just the everyday life without any dark shadows over my head. So yes, I’m ready for the up coming fall and winter – with my fingers crossed!
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